words
Ok.. I've been on about this like a thousand times before - not on here but I have ok. I don't have a best friend anymore. I'm all a-fucking-lone. My latest one.. Matilda - she was great. She really was, we were really fucking close, I told her everything.. We were best friends since fifth grade. BFF's forever? Don't think so.. There are no such thing as forever. I don't even know when we started slipping apart.. When gymnastics ended and she moved I realised it would become like this even though I knew it it really fucking hurt when it happened. How much she tried to convince me it wasn't, it happened, I was right. We went from seeing each other every day to maybe once or twice a week to once a month to nothing at all. I'm happy if I even get a "hey" from her in school. It was going to be forever and I know I sound like a fucking love-sick teenager who's lost their crush.. But it's really fucking depressing to not /have/ anyone anymore. She meant a lot to me. She told me everything, I know nothing anymore. Fine I guess.. Everyone slips apart.. It's natural. But what really fucking hurts the most is she doesn't even care. She doesn't even /pretend/ to care for old times sake. It's like I never even existed. It's not fair. Why do I have to care when she can easily move on and replace me with new, better, funnyer people. Why can't I have that? I guess she meant more to me than I meant to her. I tried telling her this in a slightly lighter way and the respond I got was: I haven't forgot you. I don't have alzheimers. I don't know what i'm trying to say here but I miss her ok? Matilda where are you? I see someone who looks like you and speaks like you but you're not there. Where is the one that used to travel around the world with me from my kitchen .. Or draw exclusive tattoos on my arms and legs when she was bored. We've got so many memories.. Don't they mean anything at all to you? I guess not. Fuck it I can't keep doing this anymore.. I'll just have to get over it and forget all the empty promises about growing older together and all that crap. They were just words. Just words spoken by two naive kids.. I guess you've matured, you know better now and I guess that I don't. So.. Future-me.. don't believe in forever, because forever does not exist, it's just an empty promise that's not going to be kept.
by the way
I fucking miss having a best friend.
9/11
Despite the terrible things that have occured on this day years ago and all the drama that was filling the air yesterday I actually had a pretty good time.
I got woke up by a casual dad and a sick mom. We sat together at the breakfeast-table and as soon as I finished I jumped back into the warmth and comfortness of my bed until I had like half an hour to get ready for church.
I can just vagely remember the process of me thorwing some clothes on and wandering off to the bus.
I sat on the bus all peacefully until the next stop - where Alida, Lisa and what'sherface stepped on. "Oh great. Now I have to make conversation" I thought (I was really not in the mood ok? Don't judge me.).
We sat on the bus having a pathetic excuse for a conversation (because I didn't keep it going) until we arrived at our destination.
Walking from the busstation to the church couldn't have been that interesting because I can't even remember it.
Entering the church we were welcomed by an breakfeast-eating Emma. Lisa, Alida and myself joined in at the breakfeast-eating and we all sat there chit-chatting until everyone had arrived.
First thing after "breakfeast" was to warm up our throats (at this point I weren't as tired anymore and actually quite friendly), it was fun, we had to go MMMMMMMMMmMMmMmMMmMm and RRRrrRrRrrRrrRrrRrRR and badibabadoobabadibabadooba badibadoobadibadoobaaaa. Lol whatever.
After that I guess we went through the songs we're singing saturday.
One song we had to sing was Halelujah.
I was quite nervous but I didn't mind beacause singing with other people around me is comforting in a way - you can hide, not be loud, pretend that you're actually participating .. helping everyone out when you're actually just standing there doing nothing. That's what I've always done, until yesterday.
I don't know why or how (I'm actually stunned it happened) but suddenly.. I felt comferable, like really comfertable, like I could speak up, be loud, be as fucking loud as I want to, just sing, sing for real, not hide, just once so I did, I sang with all my power, with all my strenght and it felt awesome.
After this thrilling experience I was in complete and utter schock. What the hell did just happen? Did I sing? Like for real? Not hiding.. not pretending, did I really just do that?
I barely made it to the bathroom before I bursted out crying (lucky no one noticed), at that point I was just schocked.
I've always and I really mean ALWAYS, been really really really insecure on my singing.
Why? I have no idea, it's pathetic really.. no one has ever told me i'm bad, I don't have an excuse, I've just never had the guts to sing infront of anyone. Not even my parents.
I don't know why I started crying, I just didn't know what else to do - as I've said, it was shocking.
At the time I thought they were tears of humilliation and just pure sadness but now that I look back at it .. I thik they were tears of joy.. releaf, to finally do it. To take the step and just fucking do it.
I don't think I've mentioned it yet but even though I've always been this insecure about my voice, I've always loved singing - by myself of course. Alone, hidden.. for no one else to hear, but I've always loved it.
Anyway so lots of stuff happened after this.
I finally forced myself out of the bathroom (I couldn't stay in there forever despite the fact that I really wanted to) and then after I grabbed a sausage I quickly texted Alida what had happened. Just as I were about to text her something like "Please don't try and make me feel better, I'll just sob like a fucking baby" she puts her arm around me and I have to make a really huge effort not to cry, but then I couldn't keep it in longer and the tears came running down my cheeks like rivers, so we ran away from the table and she just let me cry it all out.
After this Bitte came and asked what was wrong and stuff so I explained and started sobbing again blah blah blah she said that we all sounded wonderful and that if there ever was someone who didn't sound good and ruined the thing she'd tell us right away (not sure if I can rely on that but yeah) anyway blahblahblaah lots of stuff happened and icba telling everything because it's not important or relevant in any way.
Came the time when we had to sing at the ceremony-thingy (oh yeah.. didn't I tell you? we had to sing.. infront of people) and I did it, just as loud, proud and clear (if not even more) as the first time, and it felt amazing.
After we'd sung a whole lot of different people came and gave us compliments on our singing, apparently it was a succsess!
Alida gave me a hug and said she'd heard me, and that it sounded amazing, and I actually beleived her because it felt great.
No one had ever heard me sing before - as I explained earlier - no one, not a single one until yesterday .. and when she did, she thought it was great. I couldn't be happier.
It was like I had been given this shiny new toy and couldn't wait to share it with the world.
I guess it was a little self centered but it was like I was given something I've always wanted - curage enough to do it, and appretiation .. that people actually enjoyed my singing.
I guess I'm not as insecure anymore and it feels great.
The rest of the day was spent singing, singing and again.. singing.
Me and Alex, Patrik on the guitar and Andreas on back-up vocals, hahah n_n, Alida also joined in once but as her type (nr4(?)) she was how she was and didn't want to join in at first and blaha (that is a complete other drama-filled story)
I got woke up by a casual dad and a sick mom. We sat together at the breakfeast-table and as soon as I finished I jumped back into the warmth and comfortness of my bed until I had like half an hour to get ready for church.
I can just vagely remember the process of me thorwing some clothes on and wandering off to the bus.
I sat on the bus all peacefully until the next stop - where Alida, Lisa and what'sherface stepped on. "Oh great. Now I have to make conversation" I thought (I was really not in the mood ok? Don't judge me.).
We sat on the bus having a pathetic excuse for a conversation (because I didn't keep it going) until we arrived at our destination.
Walking from the busstation to the church couldn't have been that interesting because I can't even remember it.
Entering the church we were welcomed by an breakfeast-eating Emma. Lisa, Alida and myself joined in at the breakfeast-eating and we all sat there chit-chatting until everyone had arrived.
First thing after "breakfeast" was to warm up our throats (at this point I weren't as tired anymore and actually quite friendly), it was fun, we had to go MMMMMMMMMmMMmMmMMmMm and RRRrrRrRrrRrrRrrRrRR and badibabadoobabadibabadooba badibadoobadibadoobaaaa. Lol whatever.
After that I guess we went through the songs we're singing saturday.
One song we had to sing was Halelujah.
I was quite nervous but I didn't mind beacause singing with other people around me is comforting in a way - you can hide, not be loud, pretend that you're actually participating .. helping everyone out when you're actually just standing there doing nothing. That's what I've always done, until yesterday.
I don't know why or how (I'm actually stunned it happened) but suddenly.. I felt comferable, like really comfertable, like I could speak up, be loud, be as fucking loud as I want to, just sing, sing for real, not hide, just once so I did, I sang with all my power, with all my strenght and it felt awesome.
After this thrilling experience I was in complete and utter schock. What the hell did just happen? Did I sing? Like for real? Not hiding.. not pretending, did I really just do that?
I barely made it to the bathroom before I bursted out crying (lucky no one noticed), at that point I was just schocked.
I've always and I really mean ALWAYS, been really really really insecure on my singing.
Why? I have no idea, it's pathetic really.. no one has ever told me i'm bad, I don't have an excuse, I've just never had the guts to sing infront of anyone. Not even my parents.
I don't know why I started crying, I just didn't know what else to do - as I've said, it was shocking.
At the time I thought they were tears of humilliation and just pure sadness but now that I look back at it .. I thik they were tears of joy.. releaf, to finally do it. To take the step and just fucking do it.
I don't think I've mentioned it yet but even though I've always been this insecure about my voice, I've always loved singing - by myself of course. Alone, hidden.. for no one else to hear, but I've always loved it.
Anyway so lots of stuff happened after this.
I finally forced myself out of the bathroom (I couldn't stay in there forever despite the fact that I really wanted to) and then after I grabbed a sausage I quickly texted Alida what had happened. Just as I were about to text her something like "Please don't try and make me feel better, I'll just sob like a fucking baby" she puts her arm around me and I have to make a really huge effort not to cry, but then I couldn't keep it in longer and the tears came running down my cheeks like rivers, so we ran away from the table and she just let me cry it all out.
After this Bitte came and asked what was wrong and stuff so I explained and started sobbing again blah blah blah she said that we all sounded wonderful and that if there ever was someone who didn't sound good and ruined the thing she'd tell us right away (not sure if I can rely on that but yeah) anyway blahblahblaah lots of stuff happened and icba telling everything because it's not important or relevant in any way.
Came the time when we had to sing at the ceremony-thingy (oh yeah.. didn't I tell you? we had to sing.. infront of people) and I did it, just as loud, proud and clear (if not even more) as the first time, and it felt amazing.
After we'd sung a whole lot of different people came and gave us compliments on our singing, apparently it was a succsess!
Alida gave me a hug and said she'd heard me, and that it sounded amazing, and I actually beleived her because it felt great.
No one had ever heard me sing before - as I explained earlier - no one, not a single one until yesterday .. and when she did, she thought it was great. I couldn't be happier.
It was like I had been given this shiny new toy and couldn't wait to share it with the world.
I guess it was a little self centered but it was like I was given something I've always wanted - curage enough to do it, and appretiation .. that people actually enjoyed my singing.
I guess I'm not as insecure anymore and it feels great.
The rest of the day was spent singing, singing and again.. singing.
Me and Alex, Patrik on the guitar and Andreas on back-up vocals, hahah n_n, Alida also joined in once but as her type (nr4(?)) she was how she was and didn't want to join in at first and blaha (that is a complete other drama-filled story)
Now the question is.. Can I sing?
I don't know.
Really, I mean I've never sang for real, just .. pretend-singing.. you know, like everyone can do,
Bah bah black sheep ..
I've never heard myself (and I'd want to keep it that way.. at least for now) so I actually don't know.
and the thing with friends who aren't best friends, .. you never know if they're telling the truth or just being nice.
So I don't know.
What I do know though is.. I have the guts to do it.
Really, I mean I've never sang for real, just .. pretend-singing.. you know, like everyone can do,
Bah bah black sheep ..
I've never heard myself (and I'd want to keep it that way.. at least for now) so I actually don't know.
and the thing with friends who aren't best friends, .. you never know if they're telling the truth or just being nice.
So I don't know.
What I do know though is.. I have the guts to do it.
fresh start
tänkte göra en ny blogg men jag pallade inte för jag har ju så många redan e_e, denna är hemlig heheh så jag kan skriva vadsom.. typ...
TUMBLR TUMBLR TUMBLR, har haft det i över ett år nu :3 och NU har folk börjat hitta dit.. sega.se?
ingen vet att jag har det, vill inte att dem ska veta det.
ingen vet att jag har det, vill inte att dem ska veta det.
fattar inte varför alla måste skryta om att de själva har det (amanda) och att de hittade det först (amanda)
hon vet inte hur fel hon har. och..
detärjuförfanförstaregeln! do. not. speak. of.
åh gud får huvudvärk.. några är inte tumblr-worthy .. ffs.
hon vet inte hur fel hon har. och..
detärjuförfanförstaregeln! do. not. speak. of.
åh gud får huvudvärk.. några är inte tumblr-worthy .. ffs.
jagorkarintehittaenbralåttext
jag har sprungit idag,
kul! :D
hahah det gick väl helt ok, joggade/powerwalkade på 50 min, - dom flesta som fick den tiden gick/powerwalkade, haha aja fick iaf ett G, kan inte klaga.
Me + Run = no match ^^,
hade blodsmak i munnen, det har aldrig hänt förut, men tydligen så är det helt normalt,
hade asont i öronen oxå, typ för högt tryck i hjärnan .com?
logiken var på topp efter det, hahah men min logik är väl aldrig på topp.
ska på halloweenparty eller vad man nu ska kalla d - den elfte eller nej det kan det ju inte va .. det är ju idag ;s aja något med 1 , hahah "hej jag ska på halloween kalas, vi ska vara spöken :3" nä men a, zuhall tyckte jag skulle vara snooki jag sa ok om hon gick med på att vara jwoww, ingen kommer fatta vilka vi e dock för ingentittarpåjerseyshore.se, vad gör folk på dagarna liksom?
kom hem och sov, ännu roligare.
Då har man slösat bort en dag till liksom (Y), hahah pessimist idag?
Nä men dagen har väl vart OK,
Har inte vart min vecka den senaste veckan, har fått typ G på allt ><,
vad hände med MVG barnet?
Vill snacka med Jess men jag orkar knappt tänka, särskilt inte på engelska, jag orkar typ inte tänka på spanska, hahah och det känns ju bra (Y)
Långt onödigt inlägg n_n, adghjklqwrtyuiopåasdffdsxc
klart slut.
pallar inte rätta stavfel, hahah screw it det är min blogg.
saturday
chill dag (:, har vart hos kusinerna som fyllde år, alla var där, satt och kolla på solsidan med kusinerna, hahah ^^ måste bara älska släkten <3.
annars?
måste typ plugga, blä för det,
träffar iaf matilda imorrn.
xo
turn a page, im a book, half unread.
I wanna be laughed at, laughed with, just because
I wanna feel weightless, and that should be enough.
hahah omg hade nästan glömt.
saknar.
dålig uppdatering.
Hej på er!
Matilda här, tänkte blogga lite eftersom Eva varit väldigt dålig på den fronten.
Idag är det måndag, skola.. efter skolan ska vi hem till mig och plugga.
Men ni får ha det bra sålänge, så ska jag tvinga henne att blogga.
Puss.
Matilda här, tänkte blogga lite eftersom Eva varit väldigt dålig på den fronten.
Idag är det måndag, skola.. efter skolan ska vi hem till mig och plugga.
Men ni får ha det bra sålänge, så ska jag tvinga henne att blogga.
Puss.
months, months so many months passing by
JANUARY=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre.
Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but doesn’t pretend.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless.
Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer. Opinionated.
Does not care to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.
FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.
Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.
MARCH = GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!.
Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot!
Loves to get their way! .
Unbelievable kisser!
Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible!
Loves to get noticed!
Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices.
Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times!
Intelligent.
Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible!
Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt and quiet the charmer.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!!
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.
Likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret. Pretty much flawless,
If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.
Fet text = stämmer.
:)
APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn.
Very talkative. Calm and cool.
Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal.
Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive..
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous.
Good memory.
Clever and knowledgeable.
Loves to look for information.
Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others.
Understanding.
Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy.
Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling.
Systematic.. Hot but has brains.
If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.
MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!!
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention.
Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless.
Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends.
Enjoys to make love.
Emotional.
Stubborn.
Hasty.
Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.
JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with.
Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott.
Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest.
Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends. Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day
JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around.
You love to make new friends and be outgoing.
You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection.
When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!
IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.
AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention.
self control.
kind hearted.
Self confident. loud and boisterous.
VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude.
likes talking and singing. loves music.
daydreamer. easily distracted.
Hates not being trusted.
BIG imagination.
loves to be loved.
hates studying.
in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted.
lives by “no pain no gain” caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious.
“charming” or “beautiful” to everyone.
stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.
repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.
SEPTEMBER=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre.
Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty.
Doesn’t pretend.
Gets angry often.
A meaningful love life partner.
Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless. Always making friends.
Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover.
Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated.
Does not care to control emotions.
Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable.
Someone to have close to you.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…
OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal.
Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.
Playful, but secretive.
Very emotional and temperamental sometimes.
Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent.
Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd.
Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.
Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain).
Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck..
Good imagination. Good physical.
Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling.
Dislike being at home. Restless.
having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.
If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.
DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous.
Patriotic.
Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know.
Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation.
Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts.
Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre.
Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but doesn’t pretend.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless.
Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer. Opinionated.
Does not care to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.
FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.
Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.
MARCH = GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!.
Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot!
Loves to get their way! .
Unbelievable kisser!
Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible!
Loves to get noticed!
Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices.
Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times!
Intelligent.
Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible!
Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt and quiet the charmer.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!!
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.
Likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret. Pretty much flawless,
If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.
Fet text = stämmer.
:)
APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn.
Very talkative. Calm and cool.
Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal.
Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive..
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous.
Good memory.
Clever and knowledgeable.
Loves to look for information.
Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others.
Understanding.
Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy.
Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling.
Systematic.. Hot but has brains.
If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.
MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!!
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention.
Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless.
Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends.
Enjoys to make love.
Emotional.
Stubborn.
Hasty.
Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.
JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with.
Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott.
Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest.
Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends. Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day
JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around.
You love to make new friends and be outgoing.
You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection.
When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!
IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.
AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention.
self control.
kind hearted.
Self confident. loud and boisterous.
VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude.
likes talking and singing. loves music.
daydreamer. easily distracted.
Hates not being trusted.
BIG imagination.
loves to be loved.
hates studying.
in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted.
lives by “no pain no gain” caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious.
“charming” or “beautiful” to everyone.
stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.
repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.
SEPTEMBER=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre.
Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty.
Doesn’t pretend.
Gets angry often.
A meaningful love life partner.
Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless. Always making friends.
Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover.
Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated.
Does not care to control emotions.
Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable.
Someone to have close to you.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…
OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal.
Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.
Playful, but secretive.
Very emotional and temperamental sometimes.
Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent.
Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd.
Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.
Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain).
Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck..
Good imagination. Good physical.
Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling.
Dislike being at home. Restless.
having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.
If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.
DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous.
Patriotic.
Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know.
Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation.
Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts.
Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited
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e helt schlutt, skulle kunna somna, tänkte göra det när jag kom hem men självklart hittar man alltid på något kul att göra när man inte vill göra något, och när man är uttråkad och vill göra något så kommer man inte på något.
does that make any sense?
aja jag vet inte.
men det var inte poängen med hela inlägget, haha okej.. hade tråkigt och experimenterade lite med min kamera & min mobil :3, (det gick inte så bra alla gånger.)
e helt schlutt, skulle kunna somna, tänkte göra det när jag kom hem men självklart hittar man alltid på något kul att göra när man inte vill göra något, och när man är uttråkad och vill göra något så kommer man inte på något.
does that make any sense?
aja jag vet inte.
men det var inte poängen med hela inlägget, haha okej.. hade tråkigt och experimenterade lite med min kamera & min mobil :3, (det gick inte så bra alla gånger.)
hahahha okej, detta skulle föreställa en fågel ;$
eh? haha tror det skulle stå MATTIS (a)
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P A C M A N
..det bästa till sist
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it's all about you
bored bored bored bored bored bored BORED!
haha matilda;
deck the halls with bells of jolly
falalalala lala la la
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coming out of my cage and i've been doing just fine, gotta gotta be down because i want it all,
